Rage becomes truly horrifying when everyone has forgotten how the poison got into their system and no one knows, or cares, how to get it out.
If i suddenly vanish off the net it is because of a financial snag (i'm basically looking for a job or something and i'm trying to get used to multitasking)
and i've been distracted by becoming a scrooge. MONEY! MONEY! yay!
I blame most of my lack-of-getting-projects-done on myself. i have this feeling of irony....when i'm busy i can draw--make things. when i dont have
anything to do.. i turn into a slob of lazy stupidity. I wanted to do more things with my art... and characters specially with Aomi Armster...
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. *smacks head on desk* ya know, i wanted to like draw more poses/outfits/forms/accessories/smiting the morons pretending to be aomi armster
.......laziness..doom..woe... waah my ego is out of control.
no one to blame but myself, i've SOOO LOST THE GAME.. i feel worthless and shittier than ever lol. however,things are changing, that total fear of losing everything
just... kicked in.
my paranoia is also getting the best of me, i have like 398463896398359 aomiarmster accounts on the net and i'm constantly thinking they'll all be deleted
in 60 days or 4 months. beh.. i dunno
(i don't know when i might vanish/or get busy but i'm giving a heads up now.)
so yeah.. the messengers are still on private mode
if i dont have you already added, i'll appear offline forevers anyway.
sozz but i had to, too many freaking stupid bots & random asshats bugging me
but tis easy to email me!